Things are changing at work, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I should probably write it out in a non-public forum.
My mind is blank right now. Watching Monk. Love this show. Fridays nights they always play a marathon. I should be reading the Nelson DeMille book on the end table. I'm enjoying the story but sometimes I'm just too lazy to read. Make sense? Probably not.
What am I thinking about? Maybe next time I shouldn't do this while a show is on. Hold please.
TV is paused, now I'll add on another minute.
Crap I can't see the clock. How will I know when I'm done?
And why do I have to play by the rules? Sometimes I feel like they suffocate me. I just want to not do the right thing for a change. I don't mean break the law or do something bad, just not do what is expected of me.
If I learned anything from this past week - Jay's injury and $5,000 treatment (covered 100% by my insurance) is that my workplace is Hotel California. Unless I don't get the song. All I know is that I'm never going to be able to leave. Not that I want to, but not having a choice is kind of suffocating.
Jay doesn't know what I'm writing, and he's now singing "it's a jungle out there."
Guess my time is up. The hub-sand is gonna start wondering why I'm not talking to him.
Work changes are mentally exhausting. I love that my work keeps me in the loop on potential changes, but it can also cause unnecessary stress! And you have fantastic insurance! Jay is lucky! :-)
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I hate insurance. I just don't get it. I know I need it and we are covered through my work. It is scary that the older we get we do have to think about those decisions. Am I ok sitting in the same chair for the next 30 years? Yea it's suffocating all right
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ReplyDeleteI feel the same way about my job and insurance. Especially with all the dental work I'm having done today that will be covered at 100%.
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